To all who come in contact with me, I wish you death, I wish you suffering.

Allow me to introduce myself…I AM THE DISEASE OF ADDICTION.

Alcoholism, drugs, eating disorders…. it makes no difference.

I am cunning, baffling, and powerful.

I have killed millions, and I am pleased…so pleased.

I have given you comfort. Have I not?

Wasn’t I there when you were lonely?

Wasn’t I always there??

I love to make you cry. Better yet, I love when I make you feel so numb that you can neither hurt nor cry…you can’t feel anything at all. This is my true goal.

I will give you instant gratification and all I ask of you is long term suffering.

I’ve always been there for you.

When things weren’t going right in your life you invited me.

You said you didn’t deserve these good things and I was the only one who would agree with you.

Together we were able to destroy all the things good in your life.

People don’t take me seriously.

I do not come uninvited.

You choose me.

So many have chosen me over reality and peace.

More than you hate me.

I hate all of you who have a 12 step program.

Your program, your meeting, your higher power.

All weaken me and I can’t function in the manner I am accustomed to.

Now I must lie here quietly. You don’t see me. But I am bigger than ever.

WHEN YOU ONLY EXIST, I MAY LIVE!        WHEN YOU LIVE, I ONLY EXIST!

But I am here. Until we meet again, if we meet again, I WISH YOU DEATH!!!

AND I WISH YOU SUFFERING!!!!